no more tripod
Now Playing: pearl jam
we will all be together..

heres my new blog site....

john and kathy, u better visit this one too..cause i wont be posting on this site anymore

http://illbackground.blogspot.com/
and if it doesnt show

http://illbackground.blogspot.com/

no more tripod
Now Playing: pearl jam
we will all be together..

heres my new blog site....

john and kathy, u better visit this one too..cause i wont be posting on this site anymore

http://illbackground.blogspot.com/
and if it doesnt show

http://illbackground.blogspot.com/

a whole lot of nothin
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: friends
ok..so here it goes..

im starting school again.....tomorrow...ahhhh!!
i havnt really said anything to anyone, because if i wussed out i didnt want to look like an idiot.. you know actually follow through...i meet with the admission lady at 10 am tomorrow and then my class starts at 6:30 tomorrow night.. i bet you are all wondering what im going to school for.. well, i have a plan and everyone seems to think its kind of funny, but its stayed an interest of mine for years now, so im going for it..

i will be a certified clinical herbalist..

hang on..on the phone with ten

k..im back...ya, so its happening.im psyched but scared...
anyhoo....lets see, what else.. i got home and turned to look at my car on my way into the house and noticed that oil was all over the front of my car.. apparently my oil cap had burst off..i dont know why it happened, and i hope it doesnt mean something bad.. anyone have any guesses?


went to the park with the doggies, watching them play really makes my day...charlee was tumbling down hills, and hurt her leg twice..but shes ok.. ponch is a grump latley...he doesnt let charlee play with other dogs..pooey




my legs r numb from sittinr in the same position for too long...i just ate cocoa puffs and now im going to snack on cheeze its! im so healthy..



ya, so um good luck on the comments....cause this is a pretty boring post...

sunday bloody sunday
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: football/and boys
im happy agian... had pineapple upside down pancakes and a beach grass cooler mimosa....yum yum..

im sweaty, and its nice.. going to newport with my man to set up for his trade ahows this week...other than that its a lazy sunday....

yay



heres my favorite person right now

poop
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: stupid basketball
i am in a bad f ing mood today.. no reason..just pms and man, i am fucking grouchy....i hate traffic, home depot, my dogs...work....the stupid dog gate i bought that is to small.. errrrrrr...

anyway.. i waa driving, stuck in traffic and i tried to make myself smile and i couldnt do it...
i need to go back to bed and wake up tomorrow and not be grumpy anymore...or i need to start drinking.. i need a stiff drink....
i am almost halfway through my friend leonard, its amazing..anyone who hasnt read a million little peices and the sequal need to get on it.. it will change your life..

they go wild
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: bright eyes
ok..im packing...packing up my stuff once again, for new wonderful change...i cant wait to get out of this stupid town.. i cant wait for my dogs to be happy, and play whenever they want...and of course i cant wait to take that step with james...its funny.. ive lived with other boyfriends b4, but this is totally different..like we actually willingly, wantingly, not out of convenience made this dicission...people out here dont just move in with their boy friends or girlfriends, so its a pretty big step...

he said he wouldnt be moving in with me if he didnt want to marry me...
and anyone of you who knows james, knows that he doesnt fuck around...so...ya...who knows whats next.. scary...

sorry to those of you who are in the "meh" stages of anti love, i know how it sucks hearing about other peoples stupid great love lives..but ive been through some hell with this kid just the same, so its just falling into place...

ok, enough about that shheeeoott..

my stomach is feeling a bit groggly today.. blah..i was supposed to be working a double today, but when we only had 4 people in the bistro at one o clock, i figured they could handle it with out me.. so it gives me a chnace to get some shit done..

ok, time to get back.. ponch is trying to say hi..he he.. he jumped n the chair and and wipped out his typing fingers!

love you

i wait a moment.....



and just for a moment.....



and then too long....

oh, and i dyed my hair today.. james pulled out like 3 white hairs..i cant deal anymore
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: the t.v...family guy
okay.. i am sorry, i know how everyone worships me and wants to know my every move..so heres a recap...

went to san fran with ten.. my flight was great cause it was so short but it did feel like a 5 yr old was flying the plane..we had a great time, i always love seeing teneisha, like a breath of fresh air...we definitley could have laughed more, but we did laugh and discussed the worlds problems and realized that we have been friends for fifteen fucking years! can you believe that we ar ethat old. to have great friends for 15 yrs..its wonderful...


san fran is crazy.. so many crazy homeless people..they all wanted our money..we gave them nothing..

i love her tattoo guy.. i just wanted to break him of his shy mold.. he was very soft spoken and said about 3 words.. but very nice and handsome ..he he..
teneisha did a pretty good recap, so ill just leave that at that...

i am moving in with james in abotu a week.. im very excited, and feel so good about this..he is my do right man, and i his do right women..and together we have 3 very nutty dogs...

heres a snapshot of new years.. i dont have thatmany pics cause my camera died early


tattoo gettin dun pic




anyway...
wrk is good..still making cash..things are just goign really smoothy and im happy...

so all i have are good hippie thoughts for everyone....

well, i guess its better than a broken ankle and pink eye
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: basketball game
i have a hangover....and ive had all day...

last night was fun, saw some people that i havnt seen in a while, drank too much and definitley danced to thriller...i took some pictures but then my camera battery died, so i dont have too many.. i also am basically living at james' house and dont have my battery charger here, so i will get it done tomorrow and you guys can see the few i have...tomorrow i am having a nice little monday.. i am going to hit up target (to be pronounced targae) and maybe even wally world to get some shit for my new place...it should be fun, and exciting...james is off to l.A for work for the mext 3 days or so...so i might need to hitch a ride to the airport on wednesday...!! i cant beleive we are ghoing to be in san fran this week..i just keep forgetting and then i remember and get really excited! im also excited to be getting on a plane and pnly be flying for an hour and a half!
we just watched the movie "skeleton key" and it was actually quite freaky and pretty damn good.. totally unexpected.. so ten, i will call you tomorrow and figure out details..so excited...

aight, alot of talk about nothing.. love you


oh, this is how i feel today:

PAWTY DOOD
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: U2....RATTLE AND HUM...(ITS NOT TOO BAD)..am i getting old?
HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEARS EVE!!!

WAHOO! I REALLY HOPE EVERYONE IS SAFE AND HAPPY, AND DRUNK TONIGHT, OR FUCKED UP ON CRACK, COCAINE, WHAT HAVE YOU.. PCP WOULD BE BEST.. SO TAKE LOTS OF PHOTOS AND SHARE THEM ON TEN'S PHOTO LOOP!

LOVE YOU ALL....


AND EVERYONE AROUND ME, DONT FORGET ABOUT POSIEDON!!! ITS GOING TO BE LOTS O FUN